[ jing yuan cleans them up, and ren feels numb throughout, watching his old lover's hands without really seeing them, his mind buzzing with the effort it takes to hold his emotions back. jing yuan nuzzles him gently, and ren closes his eyes once more, leaning into it despite himself.
it's been so long since he felt kind, tender touch.. ]
.. do not blame me if you come to regret it.
[ he says, roughly, even as he scoops an arm around jing yuan's waist to pull him in nearer, burying his face in his shoulder and hair to breathe in his sweet, familiar scent, shot through with the musk of sweat and sex. ]
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it's been so long since he felt kind, tender touch.. ]
.. do not blame me if you come to regret it.
[ he says, roughly, even as he scoops an arm around jing yuan's waist to pull him in nearer, burying his face in his shoulder and hair to breathe in his sweet, familiar scent, shot through with the musk of sweat and sex. ]
There is.. something you need to know.