[ Dan Heng shakes his head when Yingxing apologizes, shifting as well as he can to get comfortable against the older man as he rolls them, locked together now but on their sides to rest. ]

There are things I could have told you, too, but didn't.

[ His voice is quiet, still almost slurred together with his content. The usual shame and disgust he feels around the topic seems distant, even to him. One of his normal small smiles finds his lips, although his one is more content, lazier, than the others have ever been. ]

Besides, it was a nice surprise. [ A thoughtful pause as he shakes his head. ] No, that's not right. It was better than nice. It... mm. I can't think of the word right now, but it was that.

[ He shakes his head again, a hint of color in his cheeks. Embarrassment. ]

I think I've gone stupid.