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band au;

[ yingxing exhales hard.

his ears still ring with the music, his blood thrumming with excitement. for all the years that highcloud has been together now, he never really tires of this work. he loves what he does, loves his bandmates no matter how often they butt heads, loves everything about their music. it's hard work, exhausting even at the best of times, and there are certainly many downsides to fame and celebrity status, but this.. playing together, making music, performing, he's passionate about it. the riches and fame are secondary to doing what he loves.

they're halfway through their rehearsal now, splitting up to take a break and rehydrate, and it's as he's guzzling down some water from a bottle that yingxing spots dan heng, dan feng's quiet, elusive little brother.

they've met before, but only briefly, only in passing. while dan heng is supportive of his brother and the band, he's a bit of a recluse, and he's never really gone out of his way to interact with any of them beyond dan feng - so what's he doing here right now? yingxing can't resist the urge to pester him, not when he knows he might not get the chance to again for some time now.

so, wiping sweat from his brow, yingxing wanders toward the table where dan heng has set up shop, surrounded by books and papers, lit by the glow of his laptop and tablet. ]

Long time no see.

[ entirely uninvited, yingxing pulls up a seat across from dan heng, straddling it backwards, leaning his forearms on the back of the steel chair. his hair is wild and his skin is flushed and dewy with sweat, adrenaline still pumping, his grin broad and easy. ]

Surprised you can concentrate with all this noise.

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[ Despite himself, Dan Heng finds himself smiling. He's never really thought of himself as tough before, only that... this is the lot with which he was born to deal. Nothing less, nothing more. To have Yingxing complimenting him like that...

Mm. It's nice. And...

Well, he wasn't going to say anything, but perhaps being open with him is a reward of its own. When he's finished unbuckling Yingxing's belt, hands moving to the top of his pants to push them off his hips, he looks up to offer the older man a smile. ]

Something that's really nice is that there's this guy I like who called me "beautiful" when he saw me naked for the first time.

[ yingxing's smile softens considerably. ]

.. oh yeah? Well, I'd say that guy has great taste.

[ chuckling softly, he shifts his hips to help dan heng slide his jeans down off of his hips and legs - thankfully, despite being nicely fitted, they're not skin tight, so it's not too much of a challenge.

it's a good thing that yingxing knows the staff here. security will be tastefully looking away, for a time. his hands slide higher at last, sweeping dan heng's shirt and binder both over his head in one movement, warm skin pressed to warm skin. ]

And he's right, too.

[ Dan Heng smiles back at Yingxing, tossing the older man's jeans to the side, leaving him clad in naught but his underwear; a moment later, his own shirt and binder are tugged off in response, and just like that they're mostly naked against the plush bedding that Yingxing has set out, one in his underwear and one in his slacks.

And not for the first time, it strikes him that they're in quite a public place.

He ducks his head against Yingxing's shoulder, allows the nervousness to sweep him up a little where he's otherwise been pushing it away. ]

I know there are security cameras in this room. Please tell me that they know to look the other way for a little while...

[ After all... now that they're laid out like this? Dan Heng thinks he wouldn't mind taking some time before getting dressed again.. ]

[ a soft laugh rolls past his lips. ]

Don't worry. No one is looking.

[ he says softly, then gestures with one hand toward the security camera tucked into the corner. it is pointed away, toward the wall, so even if someone did attempt a glance, they would see only darkness. ]

But if you're worried -

[ he snags the blanket, tucking it up around them both, so they're hidden well beneath it. ]

[ At Yingxing's gesture, Dan Heng is quick to look up, to see the security camera pointed away from them. It makes him bite his lower lip as his eyes flick up to the older man's face, and—he laughs as he's swept up behind the blanket, tucked in more securely, wrapped up in warmth and kept from view. ]

Mm. No reason to worry, then. Right?

[ He shifts a little closer, leaning up to brush his mouth against the older man's. They're both still wearing a little clothing, but... ]

I've been thinking about this a little. Is it... too much?

Too much?

[ dan heng moves in closer, and yingxing's arms slide around him beneath the blanket, one hand splaying over his back, smoothing downward, following the curve of his spine. he tips up his chin to capture dan heng's lips, kissing him softly, but with warmth, deliberate. ]

Not at all. I've been thinking about it, too. More than I should, probably.

[ he's been thinking about dan heng in general, but it would be a lie to say he wasn't also thinking about this. ]

I'm a little crazy about you..

Good.

[ Dan Heng's smile broadens as Yingxing's hand splays and smooths down over his spine. His own hands lift, wrapping around the older man's shoulders, tangling in his beautiful, pale hair. To the admission, he nods, nuzzling his nose against the other man's. ]

I... me too. Thinking about it more than I should. About you. I'm a little crazy too, and I know this is just a first date but..

[ He tangles his legs, still in his neat slacks, with Yingxing's. ]

Is it okay if I want you? Here?

[ yingxing laughs, his hands sliding up dan heng's bare back then down again. ]

It's okay for you to want me anywhere, at any time.

[ and he means it. feels it. he's wild about dan heng, both romantically and physically, would never turn him down, not on the first date or the fiftieth. one hand slips up into that soft dark hair, and he pulls dan heng down for a kiss, soft and lingering, then a little harder, with a little more heat.

a low hum rolls in yingxing's chest, his free hand grasping dan heng's hip, pulling their bodies more tightly together. ]

Good.

[ The word blooms in his chest, warm and content, as he's pulled into a kiss, soft and sweet and first but quickly heating up in a way that has a warm spark lighting in his belly, a slow pulse of warmth spreading from between his legs to warm the whole of him.

It distracts him from saying what's on his mind, that he'll always want Yingxing, anywhere and anytime, but perhaps that's okay, he thinks as the other's hand drags his hip in closer, their bodies becoming more flush to one another. ]

Mmn, yes...

[ the way dan heng murmurs against his lips makes yingxing's body tighten, heat bubbling in his gut. they kiss, and it's wonderful, soft, deep, warm.. ah, it feels so good, he could kiss dan heng for hours and never tire of it.

at last yingxing pushes forward, rolling dan heng to press him into the soft bedding. ]

Tell me what you've been thinking about.

[ he murmurs, kissing along dan heng's jaw, his throat, while his hips grind downward, against the heat between dan heng's legs. ]

What you've wanted to do..

[ What he's been thinking about...

Aeons help him, what hasn't he been thinking about? It hasn't even been a full week since his heat ended, which means it hasn't been a full week since they were last together, and yet Dan Heng feels like his brain has been working on overdrive, imagining all the sorts of ways they could be together, fantasizing about going down on him again, or on being eaten out, or...

He takes a shuddering breath, fingers curling into Yingxing's hair as his hips arch upward into those grinding movements. ]

I... I've thought about going down on you again. And about you fucking me, and...

[ There's a pause, a dark coloration to his cheeks as the rest of that fantasy replays itself in his mind, words unspoken as his lips brush Yingxing's jaw. ]

Mm. Yeah.

[ dan heng is so sweet, so soft and shy even as he's rocking his hips upward and grinding their bodies together, all but begging to be fucked. the juxtaposition is incredibly arousing. dan heng had been hot when he was in heat, when he was needy and forward about what he wanted, but this is just as good, just as alluring.. ]

.. and?

[ yingxing's grin spreads across dan heng's skin, and he hums, his hands sliding down the sides of dan heng's underclothing, pushing it down his hips and thighs. ]

And what else?

[ he prompts, coaxing, as he kicks that clothing away, leaving dan heng beautifully bare for him. ]

[ Ugh, he should have known he wouldn't get away with that, that Yingxing would see right through any attempt to gloss over his own embarrassment... but at the same time, he's struggling, working out how he wants to put his feelings to words, especially as the other man's hands slide down over his skin to pull his undergarments off, leaving him naked under the blankets.

His lips purse, and his eyes look up into Yingxing's face for a moment, searching, thankful for the way the dim light in the room works to cover how dark his cheeks are becoming. Asking outright for what he wants feels so crass, but.. ]

I've thought about... what it might be like. How it would be different if.. if I'd been born a guy. How.. sex would be different.

[ it takes him a moment, but soon enough, yingxing pieces it together. ]

.. ah. I understand.

[ and it makes sense, that dan heng would want to feel that, would want to experience that. yingxing smiles down at him, smoothing his dark fringe back with one hand. ]

Well, first of all, you are a guy, no matter what parts you have. I hope you know that, and know that I see that. But that said..

[ he starts, then frowns. ]

- ah, shit, I didn't bring any lube.

[ of course, he remembered the condoms this time, but he hadn't been expecting anal!! ]

[ Dan Heng smiles. He knows it, and he knows that Yingxing sees it too. It doesn't mean that there aren't some parts of the whole thing that bother him, of course, but also, that was just the easiest way for him to explain what he had been thinking about.

And as for Yingxing, he can't help but notice how there's really no hesitation, how as usual the older man just takes everything in his stride, and that...

It makes him feel good. Enough that he's still smiling when the other mentions he doesn't have any lube.

Dan Heng reaches a hand up, brushes it against Yingxing's cheek before following it with a kiss. ]

I wanted you to know I've been thinking about it, but that doesn't mean it has to be tonight.

Ah, right. Another time, then.

[ whenever dan heng is ready, some time in his own bed, or in dan heng's, when they have the time to dedicate to making sure it's a good experience, comfortable and pleasurable. though he doesn't have a prostate, there are still ways to make it good for him.

for now, though, they have this. yingxing sinks down into another kiss, parting his lips over dan heng's to deepen it while his hands move, sliding over his lover's body, gentle and soft, feeling dan heng's curves and planes, all of his soft skin. ]

[ Dan Heng nods, smiles. ] Another time.

[ That's more than alright with him. Especially when it doesn't stop them from enjoying themselves in another way (or ways) now, his own hands moving to explore Yingxing's body in turn—and, as they kiss, hooking his fingers into the other's waistband so that he can finally tug his underwear off him.

Once the garment reaches his hips, he keeps working at it with one hand; the other, instead, lifts to Yingxing's half-hard cock, fingers curling him to stroke over him. Slow, teasing, exploring. ]

Mm. [ It's a contented sound into their kiss, Dan Heng's tongue teasing over Blade's lower lip as he arches up into him. ]

[ they're bare at last beneath the soft blankets, yingxing half hard already, his breath catching when dan heng's warm, soft hand palms at him, stroking him deep from root to tip. he groans, soft and quiet, rocking his hips down into the touch. ]

I'm so crazy about you..

[ he whispers against dan heng's soft mouth, resting his elbows down on either side of his head so he can more easily roll his hips, his cock filling out more with every stroke. ]

You make me feel insane..

I.. me too.

[ It's a soft, almost shy whisper against Yingxing's mouth, Dan Heng's movements continuing at that same, slow pace as the older man's hips start to rock down into his hand. He moans softly, unable to help himself, as he feels the other's cock hardening, filling out in answer to his touch. ]

I've been crazy about you for a long while now.

[ And sure, maybe for a long time it was at least in part the craziness a fan felt toward his idol, but... given that he's known Yingxing a long time, it's always been more complicated than that— ]

[ gods, dan heng's palm is so soft, it feels incredible against his cock, stroking him to fullness until he's straining against dan heng's fingers, precum beading pearlescent at his tip. ]

Did you think about this, before we started hanging out?

[ yingxing is grinning, cheeky, his lips parted around sharp breaths. ]

Did you fantasize about that hot, sexy rock star?

[ he's being silly, he knows, and terribly indulgent, but even still, the idea of dan heng fucking himself to the image of blade is enough to make his arousal spike. ]

[ Dan Heng's cheeks warm, because Yingxing knows the answer to that, he knows he does! But the grin on the other's face... he can't help but soften to it, even as his gaze lowers briefly in embarrassment, as he rests his forehead against his jaw so he can continue to pleasure him without feeling so horrifically mortified. ]

Of course I did.

[ It's a murmur into his throat, Dan Heng's fingers continuing to work over him, exploring the whole length of his cock from the beading tip to the base where the beginning hints of his knot swell, dipping underneath to caress and stroke over his balls before skimming back up to start over. ]

It was never as good as the real thing has been, though.

[ Did he fuck himself to the other's image? Absolutely. Will he offer that for free? Absolutely not. ]

[ of course dan heng won't elaborate further - and he shouldn't, yingxing doesn't deserve it for being so cheeky, but even still, he wants so badly to know. it's arousing, to think of dan heng touching himself, fucking himself on his fingers to the thought of blade.. and now he's here, pinned beneath the man himself.

he wonders how different yingxing is from dan heng's perception of blade. ]

Mm.. good to know.

[ he murmurs, groaning low in his chest as dan heng's fingers explore him, down the full length of his cock, cupping his balls - his hum is appreciative, clearly enjoying the attention. but after a moment, yingxing crawls one hand across the sleeping bag, pawing for his bag, snagging the box of condoms inside. ]

Rare that real life exceeds fantasy, hmm?

[ Dan Heng laughs softly at the comment, eyes bright and warm; he only stops his actions when he realizes that the other has reached for the condoms, pulling back to instead splay both hands over his chest, leaning to softly kiss his mouth. ]

It's rare, [ he agrees, soft-voiced. ] But it's what's happened here.

[ Yingxing may be a strong alpha, but he's also soft and sweet in ways Dan Heng hadn't allowed his imagination to parse. He's loving. Caring. He makes Dan Heng's heart and stomach do silly little things—

No, a rock-star fantasy could never live up to something like this. ]

You're not just a rockstar. You're human, too.

[ yingxing smiles, pausing for a moment to dip in and kiss him, softly, sweetly. it's a nice thing to hear. yingxing knows very well that he is exceedingly privileged in his success, but sometimes it's also nice to know that you're seen by someone who matters to you. most of his fans idolize a man that doesn't really exist, but dan heng knows who he is beneath that.

resting his weight against one elbow, he fishes a condom out of the box, snagging it in his teeth to tear it open. ]

I'm just glad you're happy.

[ he says through a grin, then drops his hand between them to begin carefully rolling the condom down his cock. it doesn't fit well over his knot, never does, given how rare it is that a human has one, but it's still snug around the rest of him, enough to stay firmly in place easily enough. ]

Mm.. now if you don't let me inside of you soon, I'm going to lose my mind.

[ His smile is broad, but still somehow soft, when Yingxing says that he's glad he's happy. It's silly, perhaps, but it's the kind of phrase that sends warmth through him, making him content even before they've started anything.

(But not sated, oh no. Not when he's watching the older man tear a condom packet open with his teeth, when he can shift his own weight to watch him roll it over his cock—and there's something so delightful about the way it doesn't properly fit him...)

And so, when the condom is on, and Yingxing says he's going to lose his mind, Dan Heng shifts again, presses his hips up against the other's, rolls his cunt directly, deliberately against him, even as it makes him bite back a harsh moan. ]

Took the words... right out of my mouth.

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