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[ yingxing exhales hard.
his ears still ring with the music, his blood thrumming with excitement. for all the years that highcloud has been together now, he never really tires of this work. he loves what he does, loves his bandmates no matter how often they butt heads, loves everything about their music. it's hard work, exhausting even at the best of times, and there are certainly many downsides to fame and celebrity status, but this.. playing together, making music, performing, he's passionate about it. the riches and fame are secondary to doing what he loves.
they're halfway through their rehearsal now, splitting up to take a break and rehydrate, and it's as he's guzzling down some water from a bottle that yingxing spots dan heng, dan feng's quiet, elusive little brother.
they've met before, but only briefly, only in passing. while dan heng is supportive of his brother and the band, he's a bit of a recluse, and he's never really gone out of his way to interact with any of them beyond dan feng - so what's he doing here right now? yingxing can't resist the urge to pester him, not when he knows he might not get the chance to again for some time now.
so, wiping sweat from his brow, yingxing wanders toward the table where dan heng has set up shop, surrounded by books and papers, lit by the glow of his laptop and tablet. ]
Long time no see.
[ entirely uninvited, yingxing pulls up a seat across from dan heng, straddling it backwards, leaning his forearms on the back of the steel chair. his hair is wild and his skin is flushed and dewy with sweat, adrenaline still pumping, his grin broad and easy. ]
Surprised you can concentrate with all this noise.
his ears still ring with the music, his blood thrumming with excitement. for all the years that highcloud has been together now, he never really tires of this work. he loves what he does, loves his bandmates no matter how often they butt heads, loves everything about their music. it's hard work, exhausting even at the best of times, and there are certainly many downsides to fame and celebrity status, but this.. playing together, making music, performing, he's passionate about it. the riches and fame are secondary to doing what he loves.
they're halfway through their rehearsal now, splitting up to take a break and rehydrate, and it's as he's guzzling down some water from a bottle that yingxing spots dan heng, dan feng's quiet, elusive little brother.
they've met before, but only briefly, only in passing. while dan heng is supportive of his brother and the band, he's a bit of a recluse, and he's never really gone out of his way to interact with any of them beyond dan feng - so what's he doing here right now? yingxing can't resist the urge to pester him, not when he knows he might not get the chance to again for some time now.
so, wiping sweat from his brow, yingxing wanders toward the table where dan heng has set up shop, surrounded by books and papers, lit by the glow of his laptop and tablet. ]
Long time no see.
[ entirely uninvited, yingxing pulls up a seat across from dan heng, straddling it backwards, leaning his forearms on the back of the steel chair. his hair is wild and his skin is flushed and dewy with sweat, adrenaline still pumping, his grin broad and easy. ]
Surprised you can concentrate with all this noise.
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and yingxing's enjoyment is exceedingly clear in the way that he works, how he laves with his tongue like a thirsty dog, how he moans against dan heng's clit like it's the best thing he's ever tasted. his fingers climb deep, and yingxing begins to pick up the pace once he feels both of dan heng's hands in his hair now, needy as he grinds up against yingxing's face. ]
You're so good, baby..
[ he murmurs between laps of his tongue and soft sucking sounds, curling his fingers upward to better stroke those sweet, sensitive spots inside of him. ]
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He doesn't think he'll last much longer, suddenly, and it doesn't help matters when Yingxing's fingers curl, stroking those more sensitive places, the pace of his ministrations sped up in response to the fingers practically tugging at his hair. ]
Y-Yingxing, I... fuck—
[ Dan Heng thinks wildly that he's cursed more in the past 24 hours than he has in the entirety of his life. ]
Please, just... hngh, a little more— faster, harder, something I'm so close—
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were dan heng not in heat right now, yingxing would absolutely tease him further, would stop immediately and instead edge him right into oblivion, but alas. next time, perhaps, when dan heng is out of his heat - right now it would be more cruel than sexy, so he files that idea away for another time, when they're feeling adventurous.
another time. what an exciting prospect.
for now, yingxing plows on, sucking hard at dan heng's clit, laving the sensitive underside with his tongue while his fingers curl and fuck him harder, deeper, trying to pull him over the edge. ]
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When he is pulled over the edge, he's too loud by halves, tail thrashing under him and fingers tugging as he gushes slick over Yingxing's fingers, his mouth, his chin. His head falls back with a thunk against the counter, a harsh exhale on his lips as he starts to come back down. ]
You're... too good at that, [ he mumbles, almost mindless in the aftermath of his pleasure. ] Better than I ever imagined.
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Better than you imagined, hmm?
[ wiping his mouth and chin with his knuckles, yingxing straightens up and stands comfortably between dan heng's knees, resting both hands on his hips as he nudges their noses together, still grinning. ]
And just how often did you imagine it?
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And then, belatedly, he realizes what he said, and his face turns pink, a groan of frustration and embarrassment on his lips; if it weren't for the nose that nudges against his in the next moment, he'd probably hide his face in both hands. ]
I... ugh. I didn't mean to say that, [ he admits, his voice low. But... if they've just gone this far... surely he can...
A breath. ]
Often. I imagined it pretty often. And, um. [ Another breath, and then a brave addition rushes forth: ] The other way around, too.
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You don't have to hide it, you know. It's just flattering to me, to know you've thought of me before.
[ he's a rock star, people fantasize about him all the time, he's sure, but it's different to be wanted by someone that he wants, too. it's different. better. he wants dan heng to keep thinking about him like that, to keep desiring him.
he tilts his head. ]
.. the other way around, though? Does that appeal to you?
[ his cock twitches at the very idea. nevermind that he's still incredibly hard in his pants that it's all but painful, but he'd never ask dan heng to do something he's not comfortable with. ]
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Of course it does, [ he says, his voice soft. ] I want... [ Ugh, it's embarrassing to put into words, just like it's embarrassing to have Yingxing know that he's thought about this. It's not that he wants to hide it, it's just...
He's not used to letting anyone see him quite so... closely.
Dan Heng's tongue traces over his lower lip. ]
I've... never done it before, but. The idea of making you feel as good as you make me feel, it's... I like that.
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Just being inside of you makes me feel good. That's all I need.
[ dan heng doesn't need to feel like he has to suck his dick to make him happy. as much as yingxing would absolutely, positively enjoy it. ]
.. that said, it's different if you want to just because you want to, you know? [ just like yingxing wants to go down on dan heng.. because he likes it. because it feels good to him. ] I obviously wouldn't turn you down.
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I'm not asking you because I feel like I have to. I'm asking you because I want to. I want you to feel that good. I want to be the one who makes you feel it.
[ He nudges his nose against the other man's again, sweet with embarrassment but also something warm, affectionate. ]
So...
[ And he bites his lip, a flare of heat in his cheeks. ]
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... so.
[ flashing a toothy grin, yingxing pushes in close so he can scoop dan heng right up into his arms, legs around his waist. the counter is going to need a good clean, still wet with dan heng's slick, but that can absolutely wait, considering what dan heng is offering, and how hard he still is.
he carries dan heng not to the stairs, but instead through the kitchen to the living area beside it, dropping heavily down onto the large sofa with dan heng in his lap. ]
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And mn, fuck, he's so hard. It would be so easy to grind himself down against him, but—
No, that's not what he wants to do here.
He braces a hand on Yingxing's chest, lifts his own hips, pulls himself back from the temptation until he's sat beside him, eyes bright and warm and excited. ]
Be patient with me, [ he murmurs, leaning over him, starting slow with kisses pressed to the corners of his mouth, to the underside of his mouth, to his chin. His fingers work on the other's shirt, baring his chest to give him something to continue working with. ] I want to get this right.
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already his abdomen is tightening up in anticipation. ]
Take all the time you need.
[ he says, brushing the hair from dan heng's eyes as his shirt pulled at - and yingxing simply snags it by the collar at his nape and sweeps the whole thing off of his body. it'll need to be washed anyway. ]
Don't worry, it's not exactly difficult.
[ yingxing is.. big, yeah, and it's unlikely that dan heng will be able to swallow all of him, unless he has some secret lack of gag reflex, but really? a hot mouth on his cock, even inexperienced, goes a long way. ]
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Besides, the majority of his attention is focused on what he can do for the other man.
With a slight smile in his direction, Dan Heng continues to kiss his way down over Yingxing's chest, and he's trying not to tease too much when the other is already so achingly hard, but he's curious, too, enjoying what exploration he can, mouth wandering over the lines of the other's muscles as his fingers undo his pants and tug at them just enough to free Yingxing's cock to the air.
Mercifully, perhaps, he's a little quicker after that, kissing his way down over the other's abdomen and then straightening up just enough to offer him a smile before parting his lips and taking the tip of his cock between them. ]
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then at last his cock is freed, and yingxing breathes a sigh of relief now that it is no longer trapped within the too tight confines of his jeans. resting his head back, he slips one hand into dan heng's soft hair, watching with blown pupils as he lowers his head to mouth at the tip of his cock.
fuck. he looks so good like that, all soft and demure with an aching cock against his lips. ]
Baby.. you look - mm..
[ he's cut off when those pliant lips close around the head of him, and yingxing's eyes flutter briefly shut, pre beading at his tip. ]
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It's a lot of different things, but in the midst of his desire, he's confident he can do it.
Dan Heng sighs, starts with just the head of him, licking and suckling, exploring with his tongue and mouth. He's a little hesitant at first but after a moment he reaches out with a hand too, bracing one against Yingxing's thigh but wrapping the other around his base, slow strokes over the parts of him his mouth doesn't yet reach.
His lips part for a breath, and his eyes flick up. ]
Tell me if there's something you really like? [ he whispers, and then presses down again, his mouth this time moving a little lower. ]
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You mean all of it?
[ he says breathlessly, then groans low and deep as dan heng takes him in again, deeper this time. yingxing is big enough that dan heng truly has his hands (and mouth) full, and watching how wide he has to open his pretty mouth to take him in is intoxicating. even when he's only toying with his tip, yinxging is shuddering with pleasure.
he's had plenty of blowjobs in his life by people more experienced, but this feels incredible, just by sheer merit of who it is in his lap right now. ]
You're good at this, baby..
[ yingxing whispers, one arm resting on the arm of the sofa while the opposite hand continues to smooth through dan heng's hair, pushing it back from his face and eyes to better see him work. keeping his hips still is a challenge, but one he meets. ]
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But Dan Heng is nothing if not stubborn, especially when it comes to something he wants to do, wants to be good at, and so difficult or not, he keeps at it, lowers his mouth that little more, until he feels he can't possibly stretch any wider right now.
Once he gets used to—sort of, at least—the girth filling his mouth, he starts to move his head, slow bobs against him as he licks and sucks over the skin, humming lowly in response to being told that he's good at it. His hand, slick with his own saliva, strokes over and works the places he can't reach.
It's not easy from this angle, but he wants to see Yingxing's face, to see the pleasure play out, to give him more hint of what works best, and so he peers up, trying to catch his gaze as he moves. ]
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Careful, don't take too much.
[ he murmurs, before dan heng begins to bob his head and yingxing moans, his hips twitching in an effort not to buck upward, to push into that wonderful wet heat. dan heng's mouth is so full already and he's not even halfway down, and gods, he looks so good like that, pumping him with his fist while his sweet mouth works hard. when dan heng hums all around him, yingxing hisses through his teeth, pleasure rippling down his cock and pooling hot in his lap. ]
So good..
[ he pets dan heng's hair, his cock aching, leaking pre against that soft tongue as he fights not to rock his hips - he could never tire of this view, and he knows he won't last too much longer, not after eating dan heng out so voraciously, and seeing that hot mouth around his cock. ]
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—and somewhere, vaguely amidst the building, cloying heat, he wonders if he'll ever be able to take him all—
hand working in firm strokes over him to make sure all of him enjoys it, not just what little Dan Heng can reach.
And the whole time, he watches as well as he can, enjoys the expressions playing over the other's face, the expression he wears that shows the struggle, the pleasure all at once. Selfishly, he wants to be the best he's ever had, and the more he watches, the more he can learn... ]
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Mmm.. that humming - feels good.
[ since he remembers, half-aware, of how dan heng had asked him to mention what he likes. what's working for him. he pushes the fringe from dan heng's eyes, watching the flush of his cheeks, his lips parted around quick exhales. ]
Getting close..
[ he murmurs, his thighs tense with effort, pupils blown wide as he watches dan heng, entranced. ]
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And with that in mind, it's a warning he appreciates, because he remembers just how much Yingxing has in him, knows how quickly his mouth will be flooded by it. It gives him time to relax himself, to prepare for him even as he laps over and around him, enjoying the heated musk under his tongue and lips.
But he doesn't stop, not even once. He wants Yingxing to feel good. He wants him to lose it, to show him how good he can be for him like this... ]
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[ he expects his warning to stop dan heng, to make him pull off and finish him with his hand. he's an alpha, he can give a lot, and dan heng has never done this before, swallowing on the first go seems like biting off more than he can chew (literally). ]
Baby, you don't have to..
[ he says, then hisses, moans, his cock twitching when dan heng makes that soft sound, laving him with his tongue and sucking him down like it's the best thing he's ever tasted. fuck, it's so damned good, he can feel his body tightening up, his heart pounding, his grasp on dan heng's hair tightening as the pleasure twists and churns like a snake coiling in his abdomen. ]
I'm coming -
[ he says, a final warning for dan heng before, a moment later, he comes hard, hips jerking as he spills, thick and hot and plentiful. ]
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Oh, maybe he has indeed bitten off more than he can chew.
Dan Heng has to fight to stop himself from gasping at the speed and volume with which his mouth is suddenly flooded, knowing that doing so will only lead to him choking around the other. He locks his lips shut, does everything he can to relax even as as older man's hips jerk up into his mouth, spilling what feels like load after load after load. Dan Heng swallows, and swallows again, but in the end he's forced to pant out a breath, mouth slipping open and hot seed spilling over his mouth, running down over his jaw and chin as he pants for breath. There's no doubt he's just made a hell of a mess... ]
Ngh... fuck, [ he mumbles, almost mindless with it, blinking slowly as he peers back up at Yingxing again, a smile finding its way back to his lips. ]
Good?
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he groans, his cock twitching, still spilling briefly over dan heng's knuckles before he shudders and falls slack against the couch, rocking his hips up into the circle of dan heng's hand, enjoying the pleasurable aftershocks. ]
Fuck..
[ he whispers harshly, eyes lidded, one thumb smoothing over dan heng's glistening lips and down the messy trail of spend that shines on his chin. ]
.. heh, you're a mess.
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