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[ yingxing exhales hard.
his ears still ring with the music, his blood thrumming with excitement. for all the years that highcloud has been together now, he never really tires of this work. he loves what he does, loves his bandmates no matter how often they butt heads, loves everything about their music. it's hard work, exhausting even at the best of times, and there are certainly many downsides to fame and celebrity status, but this.. playing together, making music, performing, he's passionate about it. the riches and fame are secondary to doing what he loves.
they're halfway through their rehearsal now, splitting up to take a break and rehydrate, and it's as he's guzzling down some water from a bottle that yingxing spots dan heng, dan feng's quiet, elusive little brother.
they've met before, but only briefly, only in passing. while dan heng is supportive of his brother and the band, he's a bit of a recluse, and he's never really gone out of his way to interact with any of them beyond dan feng - so what's he doing here right now? yingxing can't resist the urge to pester him, not when he knows he might not get the chance to again for some time now.
so, wiping sweat from his brow, yingxing wanders toward the table where dan heng has set up shop, surrounded by books and papers, lit by the glow of his laptop and tablet. ]
Long time no see.
[ entirely uninvited, yingxing pulls up a seat across from dan heng, straddling it backwards, leaning his forearms on the back of the steel chair. his hair is wild and his skin is flushed and dewy with sweat, adrenaline still pumping, his grin broad and easy. ]
Surprised you can concentrate with all this noise.
his ears still ring with the music, his blood thrumming with excitement. for all the years that highcloud has been together now, he never really tires of this work. he loves what he does, loves his bandmates no matter how often they butt heads, loves everything about their music. it's hard work, exhausting even at the best of times, and there are certainly many downsides to fame and celebrity status, but this.. playing together, making music, performing, he's passionate about it. the riches and fame are secondary to doing what he loves.
they're halfway through their rehearsal now, splitting up to take a break and rehydrate, and it's as he's guzzling down some water from a bottle that yingxing spots dan heng, dan feng's quiet, elusive little brother.
they've met before, but only briefly, only in passing. while dan heng is supportive of his brother and the band, he's a bit of a recluse, and he's never really gone out of his way to interact with any of them beyond dan feng - so what's he doing here right now? yingxing can't resist the urge to pester him, not when he knows he might not get the chance to again for some time now.
so, wiping sweat from his brow, yingxing wanders toward the table where dan heng has set up shop, surrounded by books and papers, lit by the glow of his laptop and tablet. ]
Long time no see.
[ entirely uninvited, yingxing pulls up a seat across from dan heng, straddling it backwards, leaning his forearms on the back of the steel chair. his hair is wild and his skin is flushed and dewy with sweat, adrenaline still pumping, his grin broad and easy. ]
Surprised you can concentrate with all this noise.
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It has him reaching, fingers gripping now in the other's hair, the sound of his voice a keening whine as he rolls his hips up, up against the movements, right into those same overwhelming sensations.
Like this, with his body screaming in exhaustion and pleasure at the same time, with Yingxing's low voice pushing him onward, it's no surprise that he comes again sooner rather than later, his cry almost a sob of pleasure as he does, slumping back against the pillow, limbs trembling with exertion. ]
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but he holds off just a little longer. ]
Good boy.. [ he whispers, kissing his way back to dan heng's mouth, murmuring against his swollen lips. ] .. do you need me to fill you up, hmm?
[ he doesn't stop fucking him, even while he talks, both hands seizing dan heng's thighs and pushing them further open, hooking his elbows beneath his knees to spread him, allowing dan heng to feel every inch of him sinking in deep. ]
Tell me how much you need it, baby, how you need me to breed you so good, and fill your belly up..
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And—speaking of craving—
His head slumps further back in response to the other's movements, the way he's shifted and spread open on the bed, and his lips tremble against Yingxing's mouth, the answer coming to him faster than he could have imagined it would—the willingness, too, to speak such words, driven by the need still aching, burning— ]
I need it, Yingxing, I—fuck, I need you so much, please... please don't make me wait anymore, fucking... fill me up, make me yours. Ruin—ruin me for anyone else. Breed me—
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Mm, just like that..
[ what a good boy he's being, begging for what he needs like that - yingxing is more than happy to give it to him.
with a deep grunt, his hips snap forward once, twice, three times, hard and erratic, until at last his knot pushes through and he comes hard enough to see stars, moaning against dan heng's lips. painting his insides with ropes of hot spend, yingxing works his hips shallowly, his knot tugging at dan heng's abused entrance but staying firmly inside while he spills, flooding his belly once more with exactly what he needs. what they both need. ]
Fuck -
[ he whispers harshly, trembling as he holds himself up, eyes squeezed shut to better take in the pleasure. ]
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Oh, fuck...
[ It's a helpless little echo, and Dan Heng's fingers reach, cupping at Yingxing's cheek and pulling him in closer, mouth pressing soft and insistent against the elder's.
He hasn't really thought about what he said, or the implications, and right now there's no room in his mind for it anyway. Everything is just afterglow and bliss. ]
Ngh.. that was perfect...
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gods, dan heng is just too much. he makes yingxing feel crazy and reckless. makes him think with his dick and not with his brain. ]
Mm.. yeah, it was.
[ he answers, breathless, his voice gone husky and rough. carefully, he allows himself to sink down, resting against one elbow, their skin sticking together, hair mussed and matted. the bedding is even more of a mess now, but that'll be a problem for them in ten minutes or so. not right now. ]
You're incredible.
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[ He smiles up at the other, continuing to brush his hair back, the smile on his lips awkward with shyness. ]
I'm really glad I came here. When I realized what I was done, I was scared that I'd made a mistake, but... I made the right choice. You've been so good to me, and I can't.. there's no way to... well, I'm grateful.
[ He moves to nestle against the other a little more, breath stuttering as he moves against the knot. ]
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[ yingxing huffs a laugh, abashed, glancing aside. sure, he gets compliments all the time, but that's from fans, from people who know blade and ren, not yingxing, and while he definitely has arrogant moments, and he's more than self-assured, hearing something like that from dan heng makes him feel almost shy.
almost. he's still a grown man, not a schoolboy, so it isn't long before he's looking back to him again, his eyes crinkling with fondness. ]
I'm not giving you anything less than what you deserve. Give yourself a little more credit. You're smart, you're loyal, kind, beautiful.. what more could anyone want, right?
[ he hums, pressing another kiss to dan heng's mouth, then another. ]
Believe me, you're worth it.
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I... I like hearing you talk like that, [ he admits after a moment. ] When you say nice things. And call me baby. And "good boy".
[ Okay, his cheeks are pretty close to red now. He presses his face into Yingxing's shoulder with a soft, barked laugh. ]
I'm going to shut up now.
[ But, shutting up or not, he's been honest, and he thinks that's important, especially as Yingxing is speaking so freely with him. He's embarrassed, but he feels good, too. ]
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[ he murmurs softly, through an easy grin, as he turns his head to nuzzle against dan heng's tapered ear and the corner of his jaw. he smells like sweat and sin, a heady scent that yingxing could easily get drunk on. ]
Those are things I want to know.
[ pet names and dirty talk come easily to him, but if dan heng wasn't into it, that's something he'd rather know now than later. granted, dan heng's body and moans told him all he needed to know about how he felt, but even still, having verbal affirmation is always helpful. rumbling from deep in his chest, yingxing once more finally rolls them carefully onto their sides, before his shoulders give out and he collapses his weight on the poor boy. ]
I'll tell you a secret, too. Listening to you while you were in the bath earlier.. it drove me crazy.
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(Fuck, he's so full—)
He's about to ask a question, the content of which is immediately forgotten when Yingxing keeps talking, offers a secret which makes Dan Heng's cheeks burn, glowing eyes wide as the look up at him in shock. ]
I—you—ugh, I didn't know you heard, I tried to... be quiet..
[ But all he can think right now is what Yingxing looked like, going about his night while listening to him up here... despite himself, his cunt gives a curious little flutter, a thread of pleasure running down his spine. ]
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I know you did, but you weren't quite quiet enough.
[ he pushes dan heng's damp fringe from his eyes, thumb coasting along the ridge of his cheekbone, his eyes soft and heavily lidded. ]
I tried not to listen. Tried not to think about you in there, but..
[ it was all but impossible. yingxing's thumb trails lower down his cheek, and over the pink swell of dan heng's lips. ]
It took all I had not to burst in there and take you right there.
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I would have welcomed you, [ he admits, his voice low. ] I mean... I would have been... mortified, but I...
[ He's not really thinking as his lips part, take the tip of the other's thumb between them for a quick, teasing lick. ]
I was thinking about you in there anyway.
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[ yingxing's smile curls, and he chuckles from deep in his throat, one hand smoothing down dan heng's spine to rub slow circles into the base of his tail. ]
You flatter me. Would you tell me what you were thinking about?
[ gods, the way dan heng's cunt squeezes all around him again, pulsing with arousal at the very idea of what they're discussing.. it makes yingxing's cock twitch inside of him, spilling another small burst of spend inside of him. he groans softly, nudging at dan heng's jaw with his nose, his hips giving a shallow rock forward. ]
Thinking about my fingers inside of you instead of yours?
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[ He barely finishes his statement when he feels the twitch of Yingxing's cock, a small burst of his seed adding to the mess he's already made of Dan Heng, and the younger man can't help but groan in reply at the shallow rock of his hips, cunt squeezing all over again around him. He can't help but flicker his eyes to the way his belly bulges with the other, wondering if he could take still more—
But he tears his eyes back up to Yingxing, swallows hard as he nods, admits the truth of it even as his cheeks continue to burn. ]
I was. I knew... I knew it would feel so much better if it were you...
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[ he knows the answer, he's just being a shit about it. he wants to hear it. wants to know it. but then dan heng's body is clamping and fluttering all around him again, and yingxing groans under his breath, the hand at dan heng's tail sliding down to grab a handful of his ass, squeezing. ]
Baby, you're gonna make me crazy -
[ he murmurs, kissing slowly along the line of dan heng's pulse, tasting the salt of his sweat. ]
Gonna make me hard again before I can even pull out.
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[ And he'd say more, perhaps, but Yingxing is groaning, squeezing at his ass, telling him he's making him crazy, when as far as Dan Heng is concerned, it's the older man who started them down this line of conversation in the first place.
And yet, he can't help but answer by rolling his hips up into the other's, by deliberately squeezing his walls down against the other's slowly-shrinking knot as he turns his head, catches Yingxing's mouth with his own. ]
Mm...
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yingxing's free hand slips into dan heng's hair, cupping the base of his skull to keep him close while they kiss, while they slide their bodies together, smooth and sensuous. yingxing licks into his mouth, exploring him, tasting him, enjoying the texture of his tongue, soft and warm along his own. ]
Mm.. you're a good kisser.
[ he murmurs against dan heng's mouth, then kisses him again, then again, soft and slow. ]
Feels nice..
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He's a good kisser, according to the other, and that—well, he hasn't really had that much experience, so he can hardly complain, can he? He hums in pleasure, cheeks warm as his body shifts against Yingxing's in a slow grind, even as he answers the kisses with his own. ]
Mm... me too.
[ He sighs in content, legs winding around the other a little more closely as he continues rolling into him, kissing slow and soft the whole time. ]
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there's something incredibly erotic about that, about the idea that they could remain tied together for hours, fucking like teenagers, one orgasm after the other until dan heng is fit to burst.
he feels those slim legs coil around him, and yingxing begins to move in earnest, his knot down enough by now that he can fuck into him properly, cock sliding in deep before smoothing out again, a mess of dan heng's slick and his own spend gushing noisily with every slow, careful thrust.
there's no rush this time. no ferocious need that consumes them both. it's more like making love, their hands all over each other, his mouth full of dan heng's taste, their kiss unbroken. kneading dan heng's supple ass, he slides his palm down the outside of his lover's thigh to his knee, grasping, squeezing, before retracing his path back down, cupping his behind to pull their hips together. ]
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He groans softly, rolling himself down against the guitarist's thrusts, and despite the low coil of heat still in his belly, this time feels different to him too: gentler, less desperate, something for the two of them, rather than the needs of his body.
As awful as parts of it have felt so far, Dan Heng doesn't think he wants his heat to end, if it means staying here like this.
(But that's a pipe dream, isn't it? Yingxing has places to be, and so does he—) ]
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gods, it feels so good. dan heng is still so tight all around him despite how well fucked he is, wet with both his own natural lubrication and the copious amount of spend that yingxing has filled him with, and it feels positively exquisite. warm pleasure coils in his lower abdomen, spreading throughout his body, and soon enough they have fallen into a smooth, gentle pace together, their hips rolling and meeting in tandem, building a sinewy rhythm that feels natural and pleasurable. ]
Dan Heng..
[ he murmurs the name, snagging dan heng's lower lip between his teeth and tugging gently before returning to those slow, molten kisses, lapping at his mouth as his cock pushes deep, his thighs wet with the mess they're making. it's a slow buildup, unhurried and sweet, the hand in dan heng's hair massaging his nape, while the other continues to hold his ass, guiding his hips to move in sync with his own. ]
Gods, baby, I can't stand how good you feel..
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(He wonders, too, how sensitive his cock would be to touch, or even to his mouth—The shudder that passes through him at that brief thought is visceral, and he groans.)
Even with that image in his mind, though, it's easy to fall into a steady pace, hips moving against Yingxing's as each of those thrusts presses deep within him, spilling some of their shared fluids in anticipation of more, body moving against body in smooth, unhurried bliss.
He answers the low call of his name with a sigh, the admission of pleasure with a deliberate grind of his hips, his breath trembling on his mouth as he does. ]
You—you too, Yingxing. You feel so good in me...
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Good, I want to make you feel good..
[ he says, while his hand slides under dan heng's knee again, lifting it gently so he can hook his elbow beneath it, spreading dan heng open a little further, his cock sinking in deep. ]
I want to make you squirm and moan and beg.
[ his cock aches, squeezed by dan heng's needy cunt as he slides in rhythmically, the pace picking up a little, though still maintaining its easiness, its natural rhythm, and its depth, each forward thrust pushing in far enough to fill him entirely. ]
I want to make you come for me until you can barely move..
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You're ridiculous— [ he argues, even as his words catch on a sudden moan, head tipping back a little as Yingxing's cock presses even deeper into him, as the older man starts picking up his pace. ] I already.. you've already made me feel so good.
[ Not to mention how much time he's already spent squirming under Yingxing, moaning for him. He doesn't think he's done a whole lot of begging yet, but even then, as for the rest... ]
Do you realize that I've already lost count of how many orgasms I've had since I've arrived here?
[ Although even with that said, something about the way the other talks about him not being able to move... it's hot. Really, really hot. ]
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